And who am I to doubt all you have in store for me..?
But still I will take up my cross and follow…
The one song no matter how old it becomes never ceases to make me tear because it reminds me so strongly of my Father, humbling me no matter how prideful i get. God let this be the perpetual prayer of my heart...
I long to live in Your house, O Lord.
I love to sit here at Your feet.
And let Your words be the food I eat, the food I eat.
I love to live in Your house, O Lord,
To dine at the table with my King.
And give to You the praise I bring, the praise I bring.
For here in Your house I find Your embrace,
You set on my head a garland of grace.
When I lift my hands, You fill me with more.
I long to live (I long to live)
In the house of the Lord.
salee5 asked: =( Your last post is very sad... I'm sorry I haven't done a good job at keeping in touch hon. Forgive me?
mmm i was sorta specifically referring to certain people but thanks for your concern it means a lot. theres nothing to forgive!!
Do friends mean i have to initiate to keep in touch with people almost 100 percent of the time and a majority of the time just to experience a one way or no conversation. What are friends? Who are my friends. I dont know who is who anymore. Im tired of it.
Im discouraged. Im gonna go pray.
Son of God you are the perfect one
You came to give your life away
My sin you have erased with your
Precious blood you showed your unfailing love
and I will never be the same
Forever I am changed, Je—-sus
Sit enthroned upon my heart
With everything you are
Come live your life in me, reign supremely
I’m not just giving you my sin
But everything within
Come take control and make me holy
Son of God you are the risen one,
You came to overtake the grave
By the power of your name. You have
raised me up with your conquering love
And I will never be the same,
Forever I am changed, Jesus
You are my king, Enthroned to be
My everything, My Everything
When I stray so far you keep reminding me of your grace and what you’ve done for me.
A song written based on an adaptation of the testimony I shared in Japan by a dearly loved Japanese staff. Japanese staff who need the encouragement most continues to sacrificially fill me with encouragement more…thanks again and this makes me miss you a lot Koji San. God keeps reminding me of the same missions memories and ironically it always breaks me anew each and every time. I hope whoever is reading this is blessed as I am by this song, lyrics below. I had the honor to help him and sadly only enough time to edit the first verse.
Sorry, Thank you」
Let’s come back to Him Let’s make peace with Him
to be loved by Him to love Him from your heart
Our life was created to know it
and filled with the joy that never ends
I don’t need anything I don’t need anymore
I’m relieved and I am loved just as I am
Our life is too short not to know it
We need one second to confess to Him like this
Sorry, Thank you Thank you, sorry
Sorry, Thank you Thank you, sorry
When I hurted and was hurt
I could share with no one or undo what was done
Now You came into our lives and listening gently, quietly, endlessly
I love you I love you you know who says this knocking at your door
Release your hardened heart with prayer in coming back to Him like this
Sorry, Thank you Thank you, sorry
Sorry, Thank you Thank you, sorry
No one can take your place but you alone to be loved being loved forever loved
No one can take His place but He alone He loves you always loves you forever loves you
So take your prayer to Him
Your life is so loved that’s why He gave his life
wanting to save you save you save you
In your heart in your heart in the midst of your heart
wanting his agape to be in you
Sorry, Thank you Thank you, sorry
Sorry, Thank you Thank you, sorry
Let’s come back to Him Let’s make peace with Him
All of a worldly life comes down to is being needed and receiving your wants, but being the ironic God He is He responds by giving us our needs and for us to give what he wants in doing so breaks us..God this is my prayer though it may not always be what I want please give me what I need and though you don’t need it take all of me. In Jesus Name I pray. Amen.
Interesting issue brought up in a forum I saw
“Does God hate the SIN as WELL as the Sinner?”
My answer?
Yes.
With all the complexity of music today Christian as well when stripped away, all the triplets, eighth notes, fancy time signatures and complex poetic lyrics to our God all it comes down to is this. Breaks my heart every time that no matter how lost I get in all this fancy loudness of music and the world today, this brings me back to the pure simplicity and heart wrenching joy of it all.
Sometimes late at night like this..i wonder where they are and what they are doing now my heart breaking for them..and regret overflowing but still hope that despite my inept presentation of the Gospel deep down in my heart pray that they have accepted and like a little kid fantasize..
